Jun 18, 2007 22:06
ive said this before and ill say it again and again...
if a dream is a wish your heart makes me and my heart neet to have a discussion...
like wow.
so. its been like what. officially about 6 months. pretty cool. but whats so much better. is the fact that this is the first month in the whole half year that i have not 1.got emotional 2.felt the absolute need to watch a chic flick or 3. just felt like a damn girl. and! i realized that it was all because of him. and now that i havent talked to him in while everything went back to being normal ish again. amazing how guys can change you just that much... (and no. none of that was "in my head" )
and now for the best part. me and matt get our keys next friday. how amazing!!! im excited but weirded out by it all at the same time... like. idk. i know nothing can get worse cuz... well its us. everything happened and we officially are will and grace. its weird.
another thing. i wish tommy would stop calling. just wanted to point that out. its annoying. i dont like you anymore at all for that matter.
same thing with stephanie. maybe its just stupid people now. idk. but heres the thing. if i dont try to contact you AT ALL for like a week or so... i dont really care nor do i feel like talking to you obviously.
honestly.
im done.