just stay home and masturbate
Is this what I wanted?
An ex-girlfriend of mine whom I'd been avoiding for the past three years called me the other night. Now she's married and has a kid. Guess what I'm gonna do...
well, not really... I just feel it's going to be like that since she was so deeply infatuated. she claims to be thinking of me almost all the time... i just hope it's not when they're making meat sandwiches cuz I'd imagine he has a horrible stench... that's not good...
I was thoughtless enough to agree to take her to a big event... later, i realized i would probably encounter many other persons i knew and i would feel uncomfortable.... thank zoop that her husband acquiesced and will be taking her...
as a result of this unexpected agreement, she wants to meet later tonight, but i'm thinking of ditching... for now...
I really wish somebody would discourage me from doing it, but everyone is so fucking supportive.
I'm supposed to try with a different girl tomorrow, but I don't really mind the outcome. I feel the more I want something, the less likely I'll get it.
I'm avoiding the one on Wednesdays for two of the several stupid reasons I avoid females... both should be obvious if you really know me, which I'm sure you don't. It's a good thing, actually.
In addition to this, a girl from E asked me to see her new place. It's such a long drive... I don't really fucking care...
I think that chasing any of these will get me into more trouble than I'd like to have right now... but i had the misfortune of coming close... the actual encounter before doesn't count... but, I can't get it out of my head... I HATE STRIP BARS! ~ if it wasn't for that, maybe i wouldn't be so... bah!
and, as always...
The more you ignore me, the closer I get...
i hate having things to do. i like having things to do.
An ex-girlfriend of mine whom I'd been avoiding for the past three years called me the other night. Now she's married and has a kid. Guess what I'm gonna do...
well, not really... I just feel it's going to be like that since she was so deeply infatuated. she claims to be thinking of me almost all the time... i just hope it's not when they're making meat sandwiches cuz I'd imagine he has a horrible stench... that's not good...
I was thoughtless enough to agree to take her to a big event... later, i realized i would probably encounter many other persons i knew and i would feel uncomfortable.... thank zoop that her husband acquiesced and will be taking her...
as a result of this unexpected agreement, she wants to meet later tonight, but i'm thinking of ditching... for now...
I really wish somebody would discourage me from doing it, but everyone is so fucking supportive.
I'm supposed to try with a different girl tomorrow, but I don't really mind the outcome. I feel the more I want something, the less likely I'll get it.
I'm avoiding the one on Wednesdays for two of the several stupid reasons I avoid females... both should be obvious if you really know me, which I'm sure you don't. It's a good thing, actually.
In addition to this, a girl from E asked me to see her new place. It's such a long drive... I don't really fucking care...
I think that chasing any of these will get me into more trouble than I'd like to have right now... but i had the misfortune of coming close... the actual encounter before doesn't count... but, I can't get it out of my head... I HATE STRIP BARS! ~ if it wasn't for that, maybe i wouldn't be so... bah!
and, as always...
The more you ignore me, the closer I get...
i hate having things to do. i like having things to do.