Not cancer
Hi everyone I hope that this finds all of you doing well. I am doing okay just want to let you know whats going on the first part is the worst the last is kinda funny. The male neighbors think their wives and I have lost our minds. We are just having fun. I have been told that I am helping one of the women a lot buy going out and going places with them. We go eat at a restraunt at least once a week now. It beats cooking lunch for one. Heck I cook for one 90% of the time since hubby is on the road.;) I miss him too.
I don't have cancer but my heart disease is acting up and I am having a typical heart pains. I have been sick the last couple days having chest pains. They are not sure what's causing this so I have been staying at home in bed or @ my next door neighbors house so they can keep a watch on me when it's bad. I am currently at my neighbors cause they had to take me to the hospital yesterday. I had chest pains so bad I couldn't walk. I new it wasn't a heart attack although the Dr at the hospital thought it was. I was right. hahahaha. I had a heart attack at 18 or 19 I remember how that felt I feel thru a glass table with it and my heart stopped. When I came back to after Mom restarting my heart by what she calls thumping it. I went to take my statistics test and made a 98 on it. I was upset about that. If my heart had not stopped I would of made a 100. It was a stupid mistake I made.
Lately when I feel like it there is a group of us women folk who go walking I am the youngest at 27 and the oldest is 43. So yes we are way past child hood. I tell you this cause one of the women wanted us 4 to play hopscotch and we agreed. Me and the oldest went to buy sidewalk chalk so we could make a board. So on friday we played hopscotch. We were suppose to play kickball with the children saturday but everyone was busy in the morning then it rainned in the afternoon. We have fun in our playschool.
This craziness has been good for me. It has helped all of us. I have a hard time with my husband being on the road. I am getting depressed cause he can't be here with me. If he leaves his job though we have no insurance to pay for my treatment. So this is doing me good and all of good keeping us from all getting depressed as none of us can work now.
My hubby will be home this weekend I hope maybe earlier. I also have an appt with the neurologist on Feb 06 for my Trigeminal Neuralgia (nerve pain in my face).
I don't have cancer but my heart disease is acting up and I am having a typical heart pains. I have been sick the last couple days having chest pains. They are not sure what's causing this so I have been staying at home in bed or @ my next door neighbors house so they can keep a watch on me when it's bad. I am currently at my neighbors cause they had to take me to the hospital yesterday. I had chest pains so bad I couldn't walk. I new it wasn't a heart attack although the Dr at the hospital thought it was. I was right. hahahaha. I had a heart attack at 18 or 19 I remember how that felt I feel thru a glass table with it and my heart stopped. When I came back to after Mom restarting my heart by what she calls thumping it. I went to take my statistics test and made a 98 on it. I was upset about that. If my heart had not stopped I would of made a 100. It was a stupid mistake I made.
Lately when I feel like it there is a group of us women folk who go walking I am the youngest at 27 and the oldest is 43. So yes we are way past child hood. I tell you this cause one of the women wanted us 4 to play hopscotch and we agreed. Me and the oldest went to buy sidewalk chalk so we could make a board. So on friday we played hopscotch. We were suppose to play kickball with the children saturday but everyone was busy in the morning then it rainned in the afternoon. We have fun in our playschool.
This craziness has been good for me. It has helped all of us. I have a hard time with my husband being on the road. I am getting depressed cause he can't be here with me. If he leaves his job though we have no insurance to pay for my treatment. So this is doing me good and all of good keeping us from all getting depressed as none of us can work now.
My hubby will be home this weekend I hope maybe earlier. I also have an appt with the neurologist on Feb 06 for my Trigeminal Neuralgia (nerve pain in my face).