a new poem fresh off the head

[nudeone]

Painful

Most evryone I know has heard me talk about you
but they don't truly understand
my heart is a fragile thing that you played with and tossed aside
the mental anguish caused by your actions left me hurting for months
the emotions I have for you are true pure and plain
my heart was yours
that was not an easy thing for me to give to you I have sewed it back together before
and now I try but fail to grasp the concept of how you can take something that great
how you can play with something as great as the pure love that I let flow
take and destroy a person that would never in his power try to hurt you
but alas I sit here in acctual physical pain wich manifested due to the emotional hurt
that is what i feel I should try to hate and despise you for that but all I can do is love you

and for many reasons I write this but this is what I call my pain wanting to hate you but only loving you more for it it is just not worth my pain

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I don't know why I keep doing these things but hey at least I haven't killed myself yet