fucking godamned cock sucking bullshit!!!!!!!!!
how come I know there are people out here that talk with me about important shit but all I want is to make things right with my dad I finally told him everything that has been pent up inside of me for the past 16 years or so and I think I hurt him but I am not so fucking angry with him any more I guess I just want my dad to be a part of my life finally and just when I am ready for him to be he still has no time for me what the fuck god damn I wish I could get just one afternoon but nope ain't gonna happennot till my sons all growed up and shit when is it my turn to have a dad huh all I want is a dad mine would be great you know I could really use some of that fatherly advice I have read about anywho I am just in a bad mood today