I want to start all over again with you.
Tomorrow's clinicals. I miss him. I want to start all over again with him really. But he's not even my friend now. It's really sad. Everytime I think about it, it makes me want to cry. I really wish that we didn't have to end. It's tiring to keep thinking that I'm over him when I know so well that I'll be happy if I have him back in my life. It sucks honestly. I want him to know that I still miss him and still love him as much. He doesn't want to know. He wants me out of his life so badly that I don't have the guts to tell him that I love him anymore. I wish it was so easy to get over a person. Because I'm having the hardest time of my life. And all I need is him to make me feel better.