bonanza!
look at me updating my journal. not that it matters because hopefully no one checks it anymore being it was recalled many months ago. im in a writing kind of mood though even though i have nothing to write about. life has been going pretty good lately. ever since i turned 16 and got my license things have been a whole lot easier. im not home that much so me and my mom dont argue anymore much so that is good. they are also treating me more like an adult which is nice because they have no reason to treat me like a child i hardly ever do anything wrong that they know about. me and josh are doing wonderful as usual. im really glad we are together...it'll be 6 months in about two weeks. i think we will be together for a long time. its so cool because we are like best friends on top of everything. i cannot imagine myself with anyone else at this point, it would be really strange. im happy though and thats all that matters. ive started hanging out with my friends again so that has been good since josh is in raleigh and now works til late. christmas vacation starts tomorrow though so he will be down here with me and that is just stupdendously wonderful isnt it? yep! it will definately do us good to have some continual time together where he doesnt have to go back in a few days. when we were together over thanksgiving we didnt fight hardly at all. its only when we're on the phone or only together for a day that we argue about stupid things. work is going well. the job is really easy and i get along with everyone that works there. im glad i got it, i couldn't imagine working anywhere else. school is going good too. i have all A's i think. nothing too tragic going on which is strange for my life. im really glad things calmed down after the summer though. if i wasn't dating josh i probably would have gotten arrested by now or something. its nice though things just being kind of normal. no one fighting with me or anything-i guess that is because i have totally disinvolved myself with everything highschool-ish. its nice though not really talking to that many people besides the ones i know i can trust. keeps me out of trouble and drama etc. i love josh so much. he does everything in the world for me and would give me anything that he could. im really going to try to be nicer to him and more sensitive to his needs etc. i know he's so stressed with school and work and i dont help by getting upset when we can't spend quite as much time together. im going to work on that though. he's not going to work at ups during christmas break so we can be together for a month straight. he's going to find a job down here which shouldn't be too hard because ive seen ads in the paper for restaruants etc which josh could easily do. the only thing slightly bad is i got a speeding ticket on tuesday. 42 in a 25. but the catch is that it was only a 25 because it was a school zone-normally it was a 35. the school zone speed limit (25) doesnt go into effect until 730 am and the cop has written on my ticket 730 am. such an asshole-but hopefully it will get lessened or drop. well i guess i will go now josh should be home from work within 45 minutes or so. though im not sure who i am bidding adieu to because im pretty sure people have stopped reading or checking this thing? if you havent then let me know! out the heezy (?)