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words seem heavier when they are plain and less distorted and most often times coming out of someone else's mouth. lately i have become bored with the things i have been saying. i was maybe waiting for an explanation until i realized that i really don't need it, and i really don't want it. things happen in circles. the dates change but the routine is the same and i know why. i know why. on the other hand, i don't know why i feel like things mean more when you say them. when you say exactly what's been floating around in my head the entire time. i am not unhappy though. i am actually doing just fine. i think i figured out what i want to do with my life for the millionth time since leaving high school. and i am pretty excited about it.