My party, my Angela and my future husband...

[nude_vegetarian]

Well, my Homecoming party kicked some serious ass! I love feeling like a four year old! Krista and Church are now dating and so are Curly and Josh and I'm just so thrilled for both. I feel like I'm stuck- again. When they break up its really going to hurt on my part. All four of them are good friends of mine and they will no longer be able to hang out with eachother at my house because it will be too weird. Then it will ruin friendships...Like with Cat and Dave, Bryn and Erick, Jess and Josh....when cat and dave broke up everyone hated dave (for whatever reason) but I still talked ot him. When Jess Ann and Josh broke up everyone hated josh (because of whatever) but I still talked to him and when bryn and ericjk broke up bryn stopped talking to me and erick clung to me and I just hurt. When I dated pat I still hung out with all my friends. He wasnt part of "the group" so it didnt hurt anyone, except for me.... I've told both Josh and Church that I'm going to be the one hurt when all the break ups happen and I don't want them to break up because of me.....but I don't want to be the one suffering because of them....

Other news: Rachel ,Erick and I get to see Angela on Friday!!! And we are staying with her the entire weekend!!! YAY!!!! I'm so excited I can barely sit still!!! Oh and I met the hottest guy in the world and I decided he is my future husband. Even if we have nothing in common he is so fucking hott!!!! I was creaming myself just looking at him!!!!! (But really I wouldnt go for him based solely on his hottness- that would be stupid)

I just wonder when other people are going to start caring about my feelings...