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[nuclearviolence]

Since I have no plans for tommorow any longer.
I'll go and just get fucked up, shit faced. Whatever you want to call it.

I don't care. I'll fuck my ulcers up.
I really don't fucking care.

Nobody else does.

I'm sick of looking up to people to make myself feel better.
It fails me every time.
I always end up disapointed.
I feel like such a selfish bitch.

Whatever, who isn't a selfish cunt these days?

What is happening?
Tell me.
Tell me.
Tell me.
Fine, don't.

Fuck everything. I'm glad I'm going to work.
I can get away from this shit.

I'm just gonna get trashed tmmrw.
And puke all over myself and pass out.