Nov 09, 2005 13:53
It's one of THOSE days. Our shit hasn't worked right for the past 3 days and I keep getting angry phone calls from people. Left my phone logged off for a while. Yazmin recommended some d n' b websites so at least i have that to listen to for now. Going to see Meshuggah tonight. I don't even know if I wanna go because i KNOW we're gonna be there until very late and i'm tired and stressed out. I dunno, maybe i need it. Family's bugging me about the car. These things take time! Goddamn. It's coming along slowly but it's coming along.
Fuckshitpissassface!
Things are still good in the John and Julie department. I think i'm gonna ask her if she wants me to help her out with rent because i pretty much live with her now. I don't see any reason why I shouldn't just move in with her. I'm totally comfortable there and I think our relationship is gonna last definitely. At least i have that going for me.
Oh how I long for saturday to come so I can sit on my ass and do nothing. Sleep in. I should buy myself a bag this week. Maybe i'll call pudge. I haven't talked to him in a while. More Red Bull in the veins. Calamity and disorganization is my life. Maybe one day I will stumble onto some stability and stay there.
Can't wait to go to vegas. Then I can get away from all this shit for a while. Gonna miss Julie a whole bunch but i'll deal. I'm probably gonna drink like a fish when i'm down there. Maybe i'll gamble a little bit.