Oct 20, 2004 19:23
i seriously can't take this anymore. remember last summer? with my dad? well guess whos baaaaack, with his 5 fucking months of make up days! you guessed it! i have to be with him for a week, then only see my mom for 3 days, then with him for a fucking week again! and this doesn't end until fucking march! i really can't take this anymore, i wish he would die, or better yet me. i hate this. i can't stand it.
you people have no idea what its like over there. i literally have 3 shirts, theres absolutly nothing in my room (no joke) he doesn't buy food, and i have NO friends over there. how am i supposed to live like that? i mean come on! this isn't fair, this isn't fair this isn't fair! i can't even cry anymore cuz i don't have a drop of water left in my body! I HATE THIS! just make it go away! please, God, please, just make this all go away.