i quit

Apr 28, 2004 23:18

yes i said it....i quit....im in the worse mood right now. i just wanna freak out and scream. but no. i dont know whats wrong with me. nothing ever goes right for me. and im the most pickiest person. so i find this prom dress i fuckin adore....and NOONE has it! WTF! UHHHHHG!!!!!!!!!! i had to deal with fuckin morons today at work  bc people obviously dont know english....when i say jack doesnt work in this office....dont ask whens the next time hes gonna be in....i dont know i dont work with him.....dont keep repeating oh monday huh? so you said monday YES FUCKNUT I SAID MONDAY! or call me and tell me you need something faxed. but you dont know what. orrrrr better yet... tell me someones name and id # fast as hell so i cant understand you. wtf wtf wtf....i dont know whats wrong with me. im very irritable. im almost ready to flip out but i already said that. mt job is awesome when people arent stupid. i think im just really tired. i dont know. im supposed to call the lady tomorrow to see if she can order my dress.....:deep breathe: here we go. ill cry. i swear to god i will. i think im reallly just more upset about my dad and what hes doing. what the hell did i do to deserve this? honestly? i go to school, my grades are.....pe-b english-b accounting-d  pe-a and gov.- c......and i work. AAAAAAAANNNNNNNDDDDDDDDd i take care of a fucking house. i dont know how i do it anymore. youd think someone could only take some much of this shyt? im ready to like freak out and check myself into a padded wall room. i swear to god. well im off to wait for my wonderful gf so i can talk to her and try to feel better.....trishie...lol....i love you  britt....thanks for everything yur my everything ta he! and yes i will always be there for you unlike SOMEONE we know!!!!!! WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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