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i have been trying so hard to get a point where i am ok. but it just doesnt seem to be working. i cant get rid of this worthless feeling. i dont really blame any of my ex's for ending it or not wanting to be with me. i dont really feel i have anything to offer. i try to convience myself of my own worth but it all seems false and empty. kinda getting thoe feelings of wanting to be hit by a semi. meh it would probably be for the best.