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lets see brief synopsis: pinched nerve, crazy bitchs, and possibly more money all of which equals dot having even less of a social life.
long version: seeing as i work a physical job carrying heavy shit around for 8 hours my back had gotten progessivly worse. last monday the pain was abso-fucking-lutly unbearable. went to the doc gotta pinched nerve. fucking yea. as for the crazy bitches. as most of you already know bethani and i have been on agian off agian several times. well we are off agian. apparently she cant handle it or something. and apparently she expects me to just say *in baby voice* oh thats ok. and be done with it and go on like nothing has changed when i dont even understand what the fuck is going on. fucking women man. let me qualify that cause i know sane women they just dont date me. because me i only attract women who see demons and shit like that. mabye i should find me a buy me girlfriend. meaning a girl who when they start to go nuts or start to bitch i buy them something shiny and they shut the fuck up and give me head. mean, i know and i probably wouldnt be happy due to the lack of conversation just her rambling on about shoes american idol or something inane like that. but atleast i could look at them and say "sweetie.... shut up and bend over". or stare at their tits and them not notice or wonder how many times they had to be dropped on their heads as babbies to be that stupid. as for possibly more money i will talk more about that later cause i dont wanna mess anything up. but needless to say it's not a happy dot. pinched nerves really fucking hurt. sleeping if you can get to sleep tends to be in short intervals especially since i toss and turn. and sitting thats just an excercise in masochism. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
long version: seeing as i work a physical job carrying heavy shit around for 8 hours my back had gotten progessivly worse. last monday the pain was abso-fucking-lutly unbearable. went to the doc gotta pinched nerve. fucking yea. as for the crazy bitches. as most of you already know bethani and i have been on agian off agian several times. well we are off agian. apparently she cant handle it or something. and apparently she expects me to just say *in baby voice* oh thats ok. and be done with it and go on like nothing has changed when i dont even understand what the fuck is going on. fucking women man. let me qualify that cause i know sane women they just dont date me. because me i only attract women who see demons and shit like that. mabye i should find me a buy me girlfriend. meaning a girl who when they start to go nuts or start to bitch i buy them something shiny and they shut the fuck up and give me head. mean, i know and i probably wouldnt be happy due to the lack of conversation just her rambling on about shoes american idol or something inane like that. but atleast i could look at them and say "sweetie.... shut up and bend over". or stare at their tits and them not notice or wonder how many times they had to be dropped on their heads as babbies to be that stupid. as for possibly more money i will talk more about that later cause i dont wanna mess anything up. but needless to say it's not a happy dot. pinched nerves really fucking hurt. sleeping if you can get to sleep tends to be in short intervals especially since i toss and turn. and sitting thats just an excercise in masochism. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.