029 let me be a cloud; to shower my empathy on the people i love, forever immortal, forever feeling

[nubenove]

if i am lost for a day 
try to find me 
but if i don't come back 
then i won't look behind me 
all of the things that i thought were so easy 
just got harder and harder each day

...

i dreamed i was dying, as i so often do 
but when i awoke i was sure it was true 
i ran to the window, threw my head to the sky 
and said whoever is up there 
please don't let me die

but i can't live forever 
i can't always be 
one day i'll sent on the beach by the sea
the pages keep turning 
i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost

...

i'm alive,
i'm alive.