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So I don't know if last night I broke up with Mark or not, he seems to have rounded me up and given me a cage to sit in quietly. I basically told him thats it it's over. In those words but he managed to spin it round saying that if I left him he would be fucked no car no job so he may as well not pay the mortgage with the money I give him buy a car and fuck off. So i'm sitting here at work not knowing what to say or do and no one to talk to because frankly I don't think I should tell anyone at work. I'm so mixed up about this I want to be free to get on with my life but he's guilt tripped me into staying how is that fair. Surely he should respect my decision.. surely..