Burdens and learnin's
I wish people would understand that I hate receiving things. Monetary or otherwise. And I hate losing my job because it's a bitch to find another and the whole time I'm looking and not getting a job, I feel like a burden. Then when people offer to take me out places or what ever, it only makes me feel worse. And if they try to force me to go, it still makes me feel worse. Maybe someday they'll get a grasp on it and back off. Yeah, they'd be out there having fun and I'll be at home doing what ever, but I won't be using anyone's money. I'm not one to receive, I'm the one to give when I can. Some day they'll understand.