post-GRE's
well i survived. i'll know in 6 weeks. could've done worse... surely could've done better.
i am slowly realizing how badly i need to get out of NU. i'm smothering here. i feel like i did in the end of high school. tired of everything and everyone and all the drama. again like high school i feel like i have made just a handful of friends worth staying in touch with and the rest i'll just walk away from and never talk to again. i suppose i'm just not a sociable creature.
i wouldn't say so much that my feelings are hurt... but it still is somewhat shocking to hear that i am the "gossip" at the clubs and people are saying mean things about me. seriously... i figured we all left that about 4 years ago.
i wonder how people can put down my research. i've been doing it for 3 years and i've worked on 3 projects ranging from organic to physical to computational chemistry, sometimes more than one project at a time. i'm one of the most well rounded students in the department. apparantly because i didn't devote my life to one professor/project i must not be as serious about it. or maybe i just haven't found my major interst yet. whatever.
theo is probably reading this laughing. look what you've planted in my mind. good going. i'm better of not knowing. haha.
anyways moving on. classes are over soon. next semester should be fun. i'm thinkinga bout taking 19 credits. i don't need them all but theres an interesting class that i really want to take. we'll see. ashley jukich might move in with me that would be exciting. more on that if it happens.
well this is my longest post in about a year so i'll just go now :)
i am slowly realizing how badly i need to get out of NU. i'm smothering here. i feel like i did in the end of high school. tired of everything and everyone and all the drama. again like high school i feel like i have made just a handful of friends worth staying in touch with and the rest i'll just walk away from and never talk to again. i suppose i'm just not a sociable creature.
i wouldn't say so much that my feelings are hurt... but it still is somewhat shocking to hear that i am the "gossip" at the clubs and people are saying mean things about me. seriously... i figured we all left that about 4 years ago.
i wonder how people can put down my research. i've been doing it for 3 years and i've worked on 3 projects ranging from organic to physical to computational chemistry, sometimes more than one project at a time. i'm one of the most well rounded students in the department. apparantly because i didn't devote my life to one professor/project i must not be as serious about it. or maybe i just haven't found my major interst yet. whatever.
theo is probably reading this laughing. look what you've planted in my mind. good going. i'm better of not knowing. haha.
anyways moving on. classes are over soon. next semester should be fun. i'm thinkinga bout taking 19 credits. i don't need them all but theres an interesting class that i really want to take. we'll see. ashley jukich might move in with me that would be exciting. more on that if it happens.
well this is my longest post in about a year so i'll just go now :)