Realizing
I have been up... ALL night and I realize... its not a girlfriend I need. Its not all this attention, its not this hype within my clicks... what I need is God. Yes, I know practicly NONE of my friends belive in him but I do. I figure if I sit down and just put my faith into him things might go into place. Screw relationships till I can love myself... how can I love another when I cant even love me? heh... its amaising how talking to someone for a couple hours and then watching wrestling Videos from about 3 AM to 10:30 PM will do to you. But yeah, I found my calling and it is God. Im not trying to sound like an ass, im not going to change... well, I will in a way... but Im just going to make things more ... holy in my life