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[nu_metal_dude]

well today has sort of sucked.
it started off good.
- i realized i hadnt done none of my homework
- went to boring church
- then studay which was boring
- and like then pittsburgh won which was good
- i started to miss skating so much cuz i felt like i was held back in the world
- we decided to play football and we needed everyone but brian thinks hes so cool by sayin, its boring i wanna play basketball. god the sooner him or i move the better, hes such a freakin pussy about things. i have a better chance at gettin a girl then that wigger lovin jungle fever freak which is sad.
- my guitar isnt playin the song it was earlier the right way lol. i mean i cant figure out how i played it and it was a kool song
- my burned KORN cd is messin up alot
- janice dun feel like fillin out my thing so shes bein a jerk too
- searched how to become a nu metal band
- cant do gutar solos so i gotta alter it a lil
- king of the hill didnt come on
- i dun wanna go back to skool
- i still dont have a gf
- i probably wont get one which sucks
- its startin to feel like no one cares about my journal so i might stop it again
LATER FUCKERS!!!!!
PS im not suicidal. just cuz i feel like killing myself and i wanna die dun mean im actually gonna do it. never would. the worst thing to do is to get done in by your own mind. but ya i do feel like bad alot