15%

[ntoxykated0569]

what would u do id someone told u that u have a 15% chance to live? i know that id tell everyone around me that i love them at that i am thankful for everything that everyone has ever done for me. all the negativity that surrounds me doesnt even matter anymore. i dont care. all i want is to know that my last grandma wont have to suffer and will be okay. and i wish things like this didnt have to happen. not just ot me but to anyone. yeah i know that would be paradise but i just wish bad things happened to bad ppl. why the good ones? why? what the fuck did any of those ppl ever do to have this happen? i dont know....maybe death is a blessing, maybe there is a heaven cuz thats gotta be why all the good ppl are goin somewhere else. im not saying i wanna die or anything...i love my life and all those around me. even the ppl i say that i hate or the ones i done get along with....i still wouldnt have things any other way cuz they make me be me, and im proud for once in my life to say that. i just keep getting all these wake up calls to appreciate my life cuz u never know when its gonna end. i have gotten better with it all, but i know now that nothing that anyone does to me that is bad will never break me. ive broken so many times for no reason, no more. i need to be strong for the ones who need ppl like that. and ill do anything to put a smile on someone else's face.
so with all that said.... just live ur life, and love those around u even if they dont love u. nithing else matters.