goin crazy for no reason
eh im goin crazy for nothin like always.
had to move another 3 yards of dirt today but i got some ching for it so im a otay with that.
i wish i could stop and take the time to thank those that mean things to me, recently i been bithcing about the one person that pisses me off, but i cant be affected by that anymore. thats just weak, and im not pissed at anytyhing in general about them, just with the whole situation in general and how my whole reality is still changing as well as my comfort level with things (just a whole lot of difference), but i feel alot more confident about myself in more ways than i ever thought i could. the whole thing with ppl dying around this time of year gets me down a lil bit, but at least i get to see a fair amount of my family, like everyone else's mines in shambles but hey it aint nothin special. i just wish all families could get together and actually like it for the holidays (at least that). iono....good friends and good family make life alot easier for sure. thanks to all that apply. and to those who dont, i farted for u.
had to move another 3 yards of dirt today but i got some ching for it so im a otay with that.
i wish i could stop and take the time to thank those that mean things to me, recently i been bithcing about the one person that pisses me off, but i cant be affected by that anymore. thats just weak, and im not pissed at anytyhing in general about them, just with the whole situation in general and how my whole reality is still changing as well as my comfort level with things (just a whole lot of difference), but i feel alot more confident about myself in more ways than i ever thought i could. the whole thing with ppl dying around this time of year gets me down a lil bit, but at least i get to see a fair amount of my family, like everyone else's mines in shambles but hey it aint nothin special. i just wish all families could get together and actually like it for the holidays (at least that). iono....good friends and good family make life alot easier for sure. thanks to all that apply. and to those who dont, i farted for u.