yea
nobody ever seases to amaze me anymore. ive already seen all this shit b4, its getting old real fast. it just wont go away, and im tryin to but it aint workin out to well. i guess im surrounded by assholes and inconciderate pricks for the most part. however i dont speak for everyone and theres still some nice ppl out there...
its funny how i dont use names in all this but w/e. all u bastards know who u are and if u read this and dont like what i have to say, try sayin it to my face and not behind my back.
i hit my head today pretty hard, i thought i died for a lil bit. i feel concussed again it sucks. i hope it goes away cuz im sick of having this hazy feeling. its like im trapped in a dream, but its all real and i cant interact with the outside world as much as i usually do, i feel really out of touch. this is all way too weird. this weekend just seems kinda surreal, but nothing seems real to me anymore, it all seems fake. like a weird dream that i had, with all the deja vu too, its trippy as hell. its not miserable but its hard for me to enjoy myself, i just am getting more synical and bitter as everyday passes. its just sad that im hanging on to all this negativity, i need to get my shit together and enjoy myself for a change. ill see how shit goes tomorrow. todays a lazy day. im tired, i think im gonna go slip into a coma...
its funny how i dont use names in all this but w/e. all u bastards know who u are and if u read this and dont like what i have to say, try sayin it to my face and not behind my back.
i hit my head today pretty hard, i thought i died for a lil bit. i feel concussed again it sucks. i hope it goes away cuz im sick of having this hazy feeling. its like im trapped in a dream, but its all real and i cant interact with the outside world as much as i usually do, i feel really out of touch. this is all way too weird. this weekend just seems kinda surreal, but nothing seems real to me anymore, it all seems fake. like a weird dream that i had, with all the deja vu too, its trippy as hell. its not miserable but its hard for me to enjoy myself, i just am getting more synical and bitter as everyday passes. its just sad that im hanging on to all this negativity, i need to get my shit together and enjoy myself for a change. ill see how shit goes tomorrow. todays a lazy day. im tired, i think im gonna go slip into a coma...