boring

[ntoxykated0569]

i dont like being lonely, but i dont have a choice. i have no one that i can get along with anymore. i just dont fit in with anyone cuz all people do is think for themselves and fukk ppl over. im so incredibly lost inside my head. i feel so alone, i feel like an outcast. i just cant believe the nerve of some people. i guess ill never understand why what happened to me happened. ill never know what i did to deserve this mass amount of disrespect from all of the people that i used to hold close to me and call good friends. i hope someone can try to explain to me whats going on. someone just tell me cuz i cant get anything out of anyone. everyone has a different story. and i think its all founded on lies. im sick of being lied to, so my alternative is to be alone and miserable. i dont know how to bounce back. i want out. i want to be comfortable again, i want to feel good about my life again.
i just cant believe whats happening to everything...my world is just caving in, i just hope ill care enough to want to carry on....