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Insomniac’s Thoughts
It’s hard to detach when you’re in over your head
Hard to let go and forget all that was said
Can’t turn around and pretend that you’re not there
It’s so hard to try and not care
I can’t let go of these thoughts I have for you
Because deep inside I think that I love you
Feelings is a word that I don’t usually use
But I can’t avoid it with you
You mean so much to me and it’s hard to let you go
But before I go anywhere there’s something you must know
Nothing could ever change me, nothing except for you
Because love changes people, and baby, I think I love you
I believe in karma, so what will be, will be
Only the future will tell, noone else can see
I also believe in my dreams, and I dream about you every night
Hopefully my imagination’s right
Still can’t let go of these feelings I have for you
Deep within my heart, I’m falling so fast for you
This thing I have for you, I hope you feel it too
I don’t want to let go of you
*I love you. I wish I could explain how much you really do mean to me. You got me thinkin about my life...all the things I've done wrong. And the reason I want to change is because of you. No matter how many times I say I will never love somebody and no matter how many relationships I've run from...it's not the same with you. There's just something about you. I feel different around you. You make me happy, even when I don't wanna be. I think about you all the time. I always wonder when the next time will be when I get to see you. I just wish that things were different. You have no idea how much I'm gunna miss you when you leave. But I'll be right here when you get back. I love you so much baby. <3