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[ntoxicateddream]

I hate how I try to make the best of things, but it never lasts. I hate how I can never find a good thing, and keep it. I hate pretending like I'm okay. I hate not being able to sleep because my mind is set on overdrive. I hate how people change. I hate being the one everyone can talk to because it hurts. But I love being there to help because it

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Re: *I LOVE YOU!!!!*

[ntoxicateddream]

Thank you so much Liz. I really wish there was that "Happiness in a Bottle" too. And I know what you mean about feeling more comfortable depressed. I like being depressed more for the fact that it gets me thinking about life. And when I'm happy, well it really isn't happiness but a shell that my minds created to take a break from reality. I love how I can count on you for anything. I love how you are always there for me when I need you. I love how we became friends. I love how you don't hate my stupid ideas. How you always tell me what you really think. How you know exactly what I am talking about without me actually explaining. How you always cheer me up even when I thought it was a lost cause. I love your view on life. I love how you love all the trouble I get us in. How we get stranded in the middle of nowhere with people we don't know but we still have a good time. How we always know how the other one is feeling. And how you tell me everything will be okay even when I know I've done something wrong. How you are there to catch my puke. How you understand me when no one else does. How you are my BEST friend. I love you Liz!! Thank you for everything!!! <333