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Wow. I never stop and think about what I'm doing. I'm so fucking stupid! Things are going so good yet so incredibly wrong...all at the same time. And I'm not even sure what I did to mess up. Actually, nevermind. I do. Everyone was right. Well. Gotta fix this mess somehow, right? I've tried once before. Let's see if I have enough courage to do it again.
I love how I'm so fucking oblivious to everything. I don't even notice the most obvious things going on right in front of me. I cause more problems for myself than I can handle. It's not like I don't haven fun doing it. It's just that the problems don't show up until AFTER the fact...and that's when I get lost in these fucked up situations. But I guess there's not much to do. Just. Whatever.
I *apple* You