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Today was a long fucking day. It kinda sucked. Nothing exciting happened. Everyone was out of it. Well, at lunch we all got into a spit fight (more like me and Emily spit slapping Jed) but that was about it. I got to get out early tho..of course it was to go to the vagina doctor lol. I hate that place. But of course it took forever. My mom's cool about me having sex..what a relief! Now I have to go thru a shit load of tests now. They started with taking like five gallons of blood (not really but it made my arm lose all feeling). Now I have to get an ultrasound done, more blood work, a pregnancy test, and who knows what else. I guess it's good tho right? I mean at least they are checking to see if I'm "healthy" and what else is going on. And to make sure I don't have cervical cancer..which could possibly be. Ah anyhow that's pretty much it.
I'm supposed to be working on a report which is due tomorrow. But of course I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing it ON..and I just don't care. Plus my brother got some new shit that he wanted me to try. So we sat inside and smoked for a while. He won't let me have anymore tho because he's "saving" it. Yeah uh huh.
I don't get what the deal is about acting all depressed all the time. Like their life is that horrible they want everyone to know about it. Okay, I hate my life too but damn. I don't mop around all day not talking to anyone. I at least pretend to be happy..which I'm pretty damn good at. I don't know if it's fucking teenage hormones or what. It seems like people start hanging around different people..people that think they're "cool" and it all goes to hell from there. If the people that you are hanging out with are making you unhappy than why bother hanging out with them at all? It just seems too simple. I hate when people over complicate things. I guess it's all just a matter of wanting attention tho. Just..I hope this certain person doesn't take things too far because where she's going now is nowhere and it's gunna be pretty damn lonely when nobody wants to deal with your shit anymore.
I hate girls who think they are fucking cool and wear Titanic Swim Team shirts with boyfriends named Jimmy and like to pick on girls with gaps in their teeth and japanese whores and collect their lover/cousin's sperm! Yeah she knows who she is!
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