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So God is simply amazing....wow he just is....what else can I say. I mean honestly he has broken me to pieces over and over again, but he is also speaking directly to me during this terrible time. There have been so many things go completely wrong in my life this last weekend, but God has provided during his breaking me. It was truly what I prayed for Thursday that he would break me and I would become reliant on him again. Well that is exactly what he did. I also asked him to slap me in the face with how obvious it was when he spoke to me because that was honestly what I needed, and guess who delivered once again. I mean seriously in my quiet time right now I am going through Psalms and if you want to read the process of my walk with God and life in general for the past 6 days then read Psalm 1-6 it is honestly amazing how much it slapped me in the face. Last night once again I came in from crying my eyes out, for more than just one reason, just from all the terrible things that have happened and the Psalm was just about that....it literally talked about crying in your bed and couch LITERALLY, it wasn't just a figure of speech it was honestly just yelling directly at me to continue to have faith that God will continue to work in my life. Can I just say thank you Lord that even through incredibly painful brokenness that you are still Glorified....I haven't felt this close to the Lord in years and it is truly amazing. Thanks Lord~!