Too Melayu for my liking no?

[ntothea]

procrastination.
an addiction. A disease.
"No more.. No more next time"
-ya rite-

I have a mountain of due homework and as a last minute worker, this is my cycle.
The upcoming week will be an uproar for me, datelines, rushing reports, finishing up readings, discussion of projects.
Mr S commented that I should just pre-occupy myself with my work and thus neglect the unsettled feelings.
yes,
still pending.
no idea why.

I guess i need time for my own.
Benn too engaged with the outside world that I side-line myself.
Time to resuscitate my overworked brain and self.
I should be sleeping now, preparing fro school tomorrow.....
BUT
as usual i am caught in this dry and turning to a pain in an ass problem of sleeplessnights.

Nidji
Mars Volta-esque haired frontman.
Catchy rythms..Anberlin inspired
Relatable lyrics.
Eccentric Nerdy pop-yeye vibe.
What not to love.
LOVE...
thanks kusut-busuk-busuk nonsense girl
Lydia Prefontaine
Well Meet Uncle Hussein is the bomb too what hor?

On a random note, some are asking if my previous posts are due to the Mr.
The answer: No.. I wish though
Me and the Mr are stable
-smile-
problems we are not free no?
but try we must try aight?

Well two for the night.
Enjoy.

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Biarlah
Nidji

Aku sudah berlari
Mengejar yang tak pasti
Mengejar kamu... hanya dirimu...

Kulantunkan hidupku
Kubisikkan cintaku
Hanya untukmu... hanya untukmu...

Tapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku di sini

Biarlah kurela
Melepasmu, meninggalkan aku
Berikanlah aku
Kekuatan untuk lupakanmu

Waktu terus bergulir
Sakit tetap mengukir
Jalan hidupku... jalan hidupku...

Berikanlah jiwamu
Berikanlah cintamu
Hanya untukku... hanya untukku

Tetapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku di sini

Kau jauh dariku
Kau tetap menjauh dari aku.

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Hapus Aku
Nidji

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

The atmosphere in school have definitely rubbed their asses straight on me.
"Tasha bebual Melayu seh"
No more of this line eh..
I swear..
Fyzah...stop it eh...
-laff-