My last dedication
2009 Resolution was to break away from bad habits and addictions.
Pray hard for me,
It starts now.
excuses.
bullshits.
You're the best at playing this game
awards to you.
easy.
damn.
I never allowed it to be that easy.
like he said, "what is it with him?"
same question.
answer?
unknown like the endless doubts still retaining.
I am not a puppet.
You leave and come as you please.
screw that.
Im done.
year 2009
moving off.
laterz
I'm letting him win.
cause you raised the white flag.
best wishes
tasha
Laterz
Rehab
Rihanna
Baby Baby When we first met, I never felt something so strong You were like my lover and my best friend All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it And all of a sudden you went and left I didn't know how to follow It's like a shock that spun me around And now my heart's dead I feel so empty and hollow And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya) Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya (do ya)? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you are the one to blame And now I feel like - ooh! You're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking Should've never let you enter my door Next time you wanna go on and leave You should just go on and do it 'Cause now I'm using like I bleed It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept You'd do anything for the one you love Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there Its like you were my favorite drug The only problem was that you was using me In a different way than I was using you But now that I know that it's not meant to be You gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya) Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you are the one to blame Cause now I feel like - ooh! You're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking Should've never let you enter my door Next time you wanna go on and leave I should just let you go on and do it 'Cause now I'm using like I bleed It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease
Say you last goodbye God or Julie Say a prayer, say your last goodbyes. Leave me here, leave it all behind. Bury this, walk away, let it die. For a day, for a stitch in time. This was good, this was all worth while. But I'm a fool, it's not you, and I can't lie. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away. Take a breath, take a last good look. Give it back, give back all you took. You can see, it's not me, like you should. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away. So say goodbye for the last time, just like the last time we did. Die for the last time, I'll give it up, going on, on. Say a prayer, say your last goodbye. Leave me here, leave it all behind. Everyone that you know let you down. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, i'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away.
Pray hard for me,
It starts now.
excuses.
bullshits.
You're the best at playing this game
awards to you.
easy.
damn.
I never allowed it to be that easy.
like he said, "what is it with him?"
same question.
answer?
unknown like the endless doubts still retaining.
I am not a puppet.
You leave and come as you please.
screw that.
Im done.
year 2009
moving off.
laterz
I'm letting him win.
cause you raised the white flag.
best wishes
tasha
Laterz
Click to viewRehab
Rihanna
Baby Baby When we first met, I never felt something so strong You were like my lover and my best friend All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it And all of a sudden you went and left I didn't know how to follow It's like a shock that spun me around And now my heart's dead I feel so empty and hollow And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya) Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya (do ya)? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you are the one to blame And now I feel like - ooh! You're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking Should've never let you enter my door Next time you wanna go on and leave You should just go on and do it 'Cause now I'm using like I bleed It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept You'd do anything for the one you love Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there Its like you were my favorite drug The only problem was that you was using me In a different way than I was using you But now that I know that it's not meant to be You gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya) Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you are the one to blame Cause now I feel like - ooh! You're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking Should've never let you enter my door Next time you wanna go on and leave I should just let you go on and do it 'Cause now I'm using like I bleed It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease It's like I checked in to rehab And baby, you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease I've gotta check in to rehab 'Cause baby you're my disease
Say you last goodbye God or Julie Say a prayer, say your last goodbyes. Leave me here, leave it all behind. Bury this, walk away, let it die. For a day, for a stitch in time. This was good, this was all worth while. But I'm a fool, it's not you, and I can't lie. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away. Take a breath, take a last good look. Give it back, give back all you took. You can see, it's not me, like you should. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away. So say goodbye for the last time, just like the last time we did. Die for the last time, I'll give it up, going on, on. Say a prayer, say your last goodbye. Leave me here, leave it all behind. Everyone that you know let you down. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone. Don't wait by the phone, i'm not coming home. You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away.