Why does shit like this always happen to me? I fucking hate life right now.
I just had one of the worst, if not the worst day of my life. First, my band is having differences about spirit week and some other shit. I thought it was getting better when Katelyn and Mary came to see me. B4 they left we agreed to save a dance for each other. So I’d dance with Katelyn once and Mary once. So, I go to the dance, trying just to go have a good time. So, the first slow dance comes up, and Mary brings me to the dance floor and we start dancing. After about 30 seconds, all of a sudden, Mary wanted to dance with some other kid. So, she gets her friend to dance with me and she goes to dance with this other kid. This hurt me a lot. So then, I go to sit down, in my depressed state. Then, my friend Kyle came to see me and was trying to get me to relax and to forget about what happened. So then, I get up and go outside. Then I danced with my friend Makala. So, I was a little better after that and a little more relaxed. So, I hung out with my friend Kyle, waiting for the next slow song to dance with Katelyn. So, the next slow song comes up, so I stand, and I go up to Katelyn and right when I get there, she goes to dance with some other kid. That was like a kick in the face. So, I just said fuck it, and I went out into the hall pissed off and hurt again. Then, I saw my friend Kim and she asked me to dance so I said yes, and I told her what was goin on. She said to not worry about it. So, after the last song, Katelyn asked me where I was, cuz she was looking for me. Well, I went up to her and she went to dance with someone else, so I did too. Sorry. So, I just feel hurt and depressed. I mean, I don’t know what to say. I mean, I’m supposed to go to my prom with Mary, but she couldn’t even dance with me once tonight, nevermind like every slow song at the prom. So idk. I guess I gotta talk to her cuz I feel really hurt right now. I don’t know what to say or do. We’ll see what happens. I really hope they read this and see what I’m saying. I’m gonna go now. Lata