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I just spoke with my lowlife mother..
Forster72004 : hi
andrewlp1 : ...?
Forster72004 : mom
andrewlp1 : yeah.. I know who this is.
Forster72004 : how r u?
andrewlp1 : Does it matter?
Forster72004 : yes
andrewlp1 : To humor you, I'm doing just 'fine'
Forster72004 : what have i done now?
andrewlp1 : Don't worry about it.
Forster72004 : i've tried numerous times to call you
andrewlp1 : Well, maybe you should stop trying.
Forster72004 : y?
Forster72004 : your'e my son
andrewlp1 : You mean to say, 'why'. Come on, you went to 'school' to learn how to do all of this shit on a computer, don't throw it away now.
Forster72004 : throw my computer degree?
Forster72004 : is that y u r mad at me?
andrewlp1 : Am I your son so to speak? Or am I just something that came out of you and brought you money at times and wasted your money at times.
Forster72004 : i love you very much
andrewlp1 : Don't say that to me.
Forster72004 : that's not very fsir
Forster72004 : what is up with u?seriously
andrewlp1 : Nothing is up with me.
andrewlp1 : I woke up.
Forster72004 : and?
andrewlp1 : Saw shit for what it was and what it has been.
andrewlp1 : And what it always will be.
andrewlp1 : Everything I've done, I've done on my own.
Forster72004 : and what was that?
andrewlp1 : Don't play stupid.
Forster72004 : i never loved you?
andrewlp1 : I'm not here to edjucate you on what you already know.
andrewlp1 : educate*
andrewlp1 : I have a 14 hour shift to work in an hour. Do you have anything of significance to say to me?
Forster72004 : U R so full of shit I love you very much and always have! Yeah I was a young abused mother who made a lot of bad choices, but I have always loved you and always will no matter what you think at this moment. I hope that this significant enough. I love you and i am very proud of you despite me! I love you son and maybe you will realize that again someday
andrewlp1 : Excuse me? Don't ever come at me like that again.
Forster72004 : come at you?
andrewlp1 : No, I am not full of shit Jennifer.
Forster72004 : what r u talking about?
Forster72004 : I love you that will never change
andrewlp1 : Don't fucking blame YOUR actions on those of others. YOU were a grown woman, responsible for yourself.
Forster72004 : i've taken responsibility
andrewlp1 : Bullshit.
Forster72004 : i live with it everyday
andrewlp1 : You still blame others for what you've done.
Forster72004 : no i don't
andrewlp1 : YOU JUST FUCKING DID.
Forster72004 : who?
andrewlp1 : 'I was a young abused mother'
andrewlp1 : Blaming that on your choices.
Forster72004 : the abuse is just a fact not a blaming tool
Forster72004 : no
andrewlp1 : No, it's exactly what it was.
andrewlp1 : You blame your drug habbits on depression, and as a tool to get away.
Forster72004 : i blame my self for all of my choices good or bad
Forster72004 : i do get depressed
andrewlp1 : No excuse to drink or do drugs.
Forster72004 : no it isn't
Forster72004 : you are absolutely correct
andrewlp1 : I know for a fact you still smoke marijuana and drink.
andrewlp1 : Don't try to rationalize.
andrewlp1 : I wash my hands of you and my sibling.
Forster72004 : this disappoints you, i know
andrewlp1 : And no, this has nothing to do with the Air Force and me thinking I'm better than anyone else because of it.
andrewlp1 : As she likes to say.
Forster72004 : but i don't blame it on anything just 3 bad habits
Forster72004 : I didn't say that!
andrewlp1 : She says that.
Forster72004 : you r right
Forster72004 : well she is NOT me
Forster72004 : u r right
andrewlp1 : Well, I just want to be left alone.
Forster72004 : i still love u
andrewlp1 : I don't want to hear it.
Forster72004 : always will my boy
andrewlp1 : You don't know what love is.
Forster72004 : sure i do
andrewlp1 : You love 3 things.
Forster72004 : thats nt true
andrewlp1 : Jim, Drugs and alcohol.
Forster72004 : thats not true
andrewlp1 : Bullshit.
andrewlp1 : It is true.
Forster72004 : i swear
andrewlp1 : And I'm done listening to you rationalize.
andrewlp1 : You can swear up and down.
andrewlp1 : I don't give a fuck.
Forster72004 : i love u and i am proud of you
andrewlp1 : Shut up.
andrewlp1 : I don't want to hear your shit.
Forster72004 : what can i do?
andrewlp1 : Nothing.
Forster72004 : for you?
andrewlp1 : Nothing.
andrewlp1 : You're lucky if you ever even see me again.
Forster72004 : i hope not
Forster72004 : hi
andrewlp1 : ...?
Forster72004 : mom
andrewlp1 : yeah.. I know who this is.
Forster72004 : how r u?
andrewlp1 : Does it matter?
Forster72004 : yes
andrewlp1 : To humor you, I'm doing just 'fine'
Forster72004 : what have i done now?
andrewlp1 : Don't worry about it.
Forster72004 : i've tried numerous times to call you
andrewlp1 : Well, maybe you should stop trying.
Forster72004 : y?
Forster72004 : your'e my son
andrewlp1 : You mean to say, 'why'. Come on, you went to 'school' to learn how to do all of this shit on a computer, don't throw it away now.
Forster72004 : throw my computer degree?
Forster72004 : is that y u r mad at me?
andrewlp1 : Am I your son so to speak? Or am I just something that came out of you and brought you money at times and wasted your money at times.
Forster72004 : i love you very much
andrewlp1 : Don't say that to me.
Forster72004 : that's not very fsir
Forster72004 : what is up with u?seriously
andrewlp1 : Nothing is up with me.
andrewlp1 : I woke up.
Forster72004 : and?
andrewlp1 : Saw shit for what it was and what it has been.
andrewlp1 : And what it always will be.
andrewlp1 : Everything I've done, I've done on my own.
Forster72004 : and what was that?
andrewlp1 : Don't play stupid.
Forster72004 : i never loved you?
andrewlp1 : I'm not here to edjucate you on what you already know.
andrewlp1 : educate*
andrewlp1 : I have a 14 hour shift to work in an hour. Do you have anything of significance to say to me?
Forster72004 : U R so full of shit I love you very much and always have! Yeah I was a young abused mother who made a lot of bad choices, but I have always loved you and always will no matter what you think at this moment. I hope that this significant enough. I love you and i am very proud of you despite me! I love you son and maybe you will realize that again someday
andrewlp1 : Excuse me? Don't ever come at me like that again.
Forster72004 : come at you?
andrewlp1 : No, I am not full of shit Jennifer.
Forster72004 : what r u talking about?
Forster72004 : I love you that will never change
andrewlp1 : Don't fucking blame YOUR actions on those of others. YOU were a grown woman, responsible for yourself.
Forster72004 : i've taken responsibility
andrewlp1 : Bullshit.
Forster72004 : i live with it everyday
andrewlp1 : You still blame others for what you've done.
Forster72004 : no i don't
andrewlp1 : YOU JUST FUCKING DID.
Forster72004 : who?
andrewlp1 : 'I was a young abused mother'
andrewlp1 : Blaming that on your choices.
Forster72004 : the abuse is just a fact not a blaming tool
Forster72004 : no
andrewlp1 : No, it's exactly what it was.
andrewlp1 : You blame your drug habbits on depression, and as a tool to get away.
Forster72004 : i blame my self for all of my choices good or bad
Forster72004 : i do get depressed
andrewlp1 : No excuse to drink or do drugs.
Forster72004 : no it isn't
Forster72004 : you are absolutely correct
andrewlp1 : I know for a fact you still smoke marijuana and drink.
andrewlp1 : Don't try to rationalize.
andrewlp1 : I wash my hands of you and my sibling.
Forster72004 : this disappoints you, i know
andrewlp1 : And no, this has nothing to do with the Air Force and me thinking I'm better than anyone else because of it.
andrewlp1 : As she likes to say.
Forster72004 : but i don't blame it on anything just 3 bad habits
Forster72004 : I didn't say that!
andrewlp1 : She says that.
Forster72004 : you r right
Forster72004 : well she is NOT me
Forster72004 : u r right
andrewlp1 : Well, I just want to be left alone.
Forster72004 : i still love u
andrewlp1 : I don't want to hear it.
Forster72004 : always will my boy
andrewlp1 : You don't know what love is.
Forster72004 : sure i do
andrewlp1 : You love 3 things.
Forster72004 : thats nt true
andrewlp1 : Jim, Drugs and alcohol.
Forster72004 : thats not true
andrewlp1 : Bullshit.
andrewlp1 : It is true.
Forster72004 : i swear
andrewlp1 : And I'm done listening to you rationalize.
andrewlp1 : You can swear up and down.
andrewlp1 : I don't give a fuck.
Forster72004 : i love u and i am proud of you
andrewlp1 : Shut up.
andrewlp1 : I don't want to hear your shit.
Forster72004 : what can i do?
andrewlp1 : Nothing.
Forster72004 : for you?
andrewlp1 : Nothing.
andrewlp1 : You're lucky if you ever even see me again.
Forster72004 : i hope not