in fact

[nthdraft]

since it's my contention that no one in my family cares what I think or what I feel about my own mom's death anyway, no sense posting more on it anyway. It's just sad that the people who need to hear it won't, and wouldn't listen if I told them directly. Instead of them saying "oh, that's why" they'll be saying "oh, she's just being her usual self, pay her no attention."

And so it goes. Welcome to the real HMS Ouroboros.