Sep 21, 2008 14:48
so like, i haven't been here in awhile. i hadn't even thought about LJ since like, i left it. but then christine brought it up like a week ago. and just now i decided to come and check it out. i can't believe that i wrote some of these things lol. yet, it's kinda weird. i could still write the same thing as i did before. it's been like, a year right? and right now, i could still be freaking emo. i can't believe that the happiness that i felt for so long is gone. it feels gone. and i really don't feel like fighting for it. it takes way too much of my energy. that's why i've been sleeping so much. so there.
i found God, but i still need to find myself.