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**Well, IDK what to put really lol, i guess ill just put my whole day in order.
ok last night i stayed the night at Sammies, i swear i almost died laughing like 10 billion times we finally got to bed at 3 something. Then i woke up at like 8 and tried to get back to sleep, i got back to bed by 9 and the alarm woke me up by 9:30 and me and Sammie just layed there til 9:45 and were late for her bowling practice.
Chelo made me bowl lol. Not good. i got a 56 for a score and she got 107 lol i suck badly at bowling. Sam came in the middle of our game. His hair is awesome!!! but anyways, he hung out with us there til like 11:30ish.
Then me and Sammie and Jesse and Sam went to see the Darkness. The ending sucked and the movie wasnt that great. But i didnt care. Sam was next to me and i was in his arms so i was happy.
After the movie we went to Jesse's house for like 2 minutes and then jesse went somewhere and me Sam and Sammie went to clark. Sammie kind of walked away so me and Sam talked for awhile and were alone :). looking into his eyes was amazing. I LOVE HIM.
Then at 4:50ish i came home and my dad got home at 6. We ate dinner and my dad was bitching at me but hey what else should i have expected? we had another christmas at my OTHER gmas. I'm all christmased out, and besides, no one could have given me a better gift than i got today. Sam :).
But like im talking to him about, im sad happy and scared about us all at the same time. I am happy i have him, sad bc i miss him, and scared of losing him all at the same time.
And i know i shouldnt be thinking about that, we havent even been goN out for 24 hours yet lol. But he just makes me so happy and i really dont wanna lose the feeling i got today. Well actually any time im around him or talking to him or even just thinking about him. So i have a right to be worried right? I mean, i have had feelings for him since the day i met him, and they keep growing and growing. This is the happiest i think i have EVER been.
Even my cousins like him lol. they havent even met him but, they like him lol. Thats just like a lot of ppl from Mendota
lol dont know him but like him. He's very loved.
well im gonna go but first some shout outs:
***Sammie lou*** u were craaaaazy lol. I had so much fun hanging with you again. I missed u!!! we need to hang out again soon.
*<3*Sam*<3* Thanks for an amazing day! i cant wait to see you again. i hope u had as much fun today as i did, ur sooo amazing. I love you.
***Brittany*** I'm sorry i couldnt help you at the bowling alley, i felt so bad when u were crying. I wish there was something i couldve done to help. I love yah girl.
***Joely*** UR never online anymore. I hope ur glad that im updating now lol. ur great. have fun in german.
***Meily(aka Emily)*** Me u and sammie need to hang out soon lol us 3 together r crazy!!! I MISS YOU Have fun on the cruise
***u know who u r*** Hey, i read your journal, and i agree, i love you lots--your awesome, and i know what ever you choose to do will be the right choice only b.c. u made it. I just want u to know that ur a great big sister, and i wouldnt trade u for the world!!!
well, goodnight everyone.
~@~*(*K*R*I*S*T*E*N*)*~@~
ok last night i stayed the night at Sammies, i swear i almost died laughing like 10 billion times we finally got to bed at 3 something. Then i woke up at like 8 and tried to get back to sleep, i got back to bed by 9 and the alarm woke me up by 9:30 and me and Sammie just layed there til 9:45 and were late for her bowling practice.
Chelo made me bowl lol. Not good. i got a 56 for a score and she got 107 lol i suck badly at bowling. Sam came in the middle of our game. His hair is awesome!!! but anyways, he hung out with us there til like 11:30ish.
Then me and Sammie and Jesse and Sam went to see the Darkness. The ending sucked and the movie wasnt that great. But i didnt care. Sam was next to me and i was in his arms so i was happy.
After the movie we went to Jesse's house for like 2 minutes and then jesse went somewhere and me Sam and Sammie went to clark. Sammie kind of walked away so me and Sam talked for awhile and were alone :). looking into his eyes was amazing. I LOVE HIM.
Then at 4:50ish i came home and my dad got home at 6. We ate dinner and my dad was bitching at me but hey what else should i have expected? we had another christmas at my OTHER gmas. I'm all christmased out, and besides, no one could have given me a better gift than i got today. Sam :).
But like im talking to him about, im sad happy and scared about us all at the same time. I am happy i have him, sad bc i miss him, and scared of losing him all at the same time.
And i know i shouldnt be thinking about that, we havent even been goN out for 24 hours yet lol. But he just makes me so happy and i really dont wanna lose the feeling i got today. Well actually any time im around him or talking to him or even just thinking about him. So i have a right to be worried right? I mean, i have had feelings for him since the day i met him, and they keep growing and growing. This is the happiest i think i have EVER been.
Even my cousins like him lol. they havent even met him but, they like him lol. Thats just like a lot of ppl from Mendota
lol dont know him but like him. He's very loved.
well im gonna go but first some shout outs:
***Sammie lou*** u were craaaaazy lol. I had so much fun hanging with you again. I missed u!!! we need to hang out again soon.
*<3*Sam*<3* Thanks for an amazing day! i cant wait to see you again. i hope u had as much fun today as i did, ur sooo amazing. I love you.
***Brittany*** I'm sorry i couldnt help you at the bowling alley, i felt so bad when u were crying. I wish there was something i couldve done to help. I love yah girl.
***Joely*** UR never online anymore. I hope ur glad that im updating now lol. ur great. have fun in german.
***Meily(aka Emily)*** Me u and sammie need to hang out soon lol us 3 together r crazy!!! I MISS YOU Have fun on the cruise
***u know who u r*** Hey, i read your journal, and i agree, i love you lots--your awesome, and i know what ever you choose to do will be the right choice only b.c. u made it. I just want u to know that ur a great big sister, and i wouldnt trade u for the world!!!
well, goodnight everyone.
~@~*(*K*R*I*S*T*E*N*)*~@~