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[nt_rly_hrtbrkn]

here are some of my old poems

I look into his eyes
I give him my heart
I know i'm in love
I hate when we're apart

I give him my hand
He never lets go
I never really realized
How much i love him so

I close my eyes
He holds me close
When he kisses my lips
I like it the most

We're always Happy and smiling
We're always together
Always laughing with joy
That's the way we'll be forever

I looked into his eyes
He still holds my heart
I'm still deeply in love
And we will never part.
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I sit here and think about
all those u things u said to me
youre the best thing in my life
u always will be

i cant tell u im in love
it just wouldnt be true
something deeper then that
is how i feel about you

when u tell me u love me
my heart starts to fly
i dont know what i'd do w/o u
i think i would die

but when u tell me u love me
i cant say it back
i cant tell you how i really feel
the words used to explain i lack

do u see that i dont love you
theres something more there
for anyone can fall in love
but something better u and i share

more then love
i cant explain
all i know is w/o u
i would go insane

i cant wait to be in ur arms
to see your smiling face
for what we share has got us there
in this special place

i sat there and thought about
all the things u said to me
you were and are the best thing in my life
you will always be
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we havent spoken in awhile,
so im writing now to say,
i wish u a great life,
for things to go your way,
i wish for u every smile,
to blow away every frown,
to be happy in your life,
instead of always down,
i wish for you to find love,
to find a special someone,
who's like an angel from above,
i wish for you all laughter,
i wish to wipe away your tears,
i wish to be in your arms,
i wish to fight away your fears,
i wish for you great happiness,
in your heart and mind,
i wish of great joy,
for only you to find,
so now im ending this long letter,
with i love you and goodbye,
i seal it with a kiss,
and send it with a sigh.
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floating away,
away from the ground. floating away,
not making a sound.

I've floated so high
i could touch the stars
i smiled and pointed
at the one that is ours

floating away,
away from that guy.
floating away
and starting to cry

I love him
but he doesnt love me
so now im floating away
its destiny
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my hands are shaking
my whole body is numb
i didnt want to hurt anybody
just trying to have some fun

went to a party
had quite a bit to drink
i didnt mean to
i just didnt stop to think

i look through my tears
down to the ground
i wonder whos body it was
the one that they had found

i had killed her
she had such a pretty face
but no shes gone
into a far off place

i only wanted some fun
didnt mean to do what i did
i drank to much
and now i killed her and her kid
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I look deep into his eyes,
The thing i hate the most
is having to say our goodbyes.
my tears begin to fall to the ground
my head starts to spin
my heart starts to pound
he wraps his arms so gently around me
i close my eyes
his love surrounds me
but now we're saying our goodbyes
goodbye to the pain and the sorrow
goodbye to the lies
tears flood over my face
I still see him
but in my mind is the only place
He's in heaven now,
my darling angel
i know we'll be together again someway somehow,
i look deep into the picture,
and remember his sad eyes
because we were sure
this was our last goodbye.
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walking away, tears falling down
can not smile just looking at the ground
I hear him yelling my name
telling me what to do
every word he says is always the same,
do the dishes the laundry pick up that shoe.
I do what i'm told
then hide in my room
i want to escape from his awful doom
I want my mommy
i hate my dad
i want to go back to the good life i had.
but for now im walking away
letting my tears dry.
i try to smile
try to hold my head up high