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today was soooo fun :D....
Stephanie had a b-day party because she turned 16 so Britt invited me and Sammie.... it was so fun, me Sammie Britt and Sam came back to her house and hung out here... Sam is hilarious... we were lauging so hard at him all night he just left at 12:50 am... we went outside and Cody called Britts moms cell and told Brittany to tell me that he would hit it with me if ididnt tell chelo...so i took the phone and hung up on him what a dickhead!... then he called back a little bit later and he claims he was "drunk" but hey who knows... so he told Britt to tell me to "suck his dick" and i grabbed the phone and said yeah well i want you to go to hell... so then he started calling me a whore and a bitch and a whole bunch of shit... i cant stand him.... oh well he can say what he wants not like i give a shit...
at 9 i called Trevor... idk that that went so well... i just got really paranoid and jealous again... this sucks... it's not me and i seriously dont like it at all... but after a bazillion relationships where i've been cheated on im just so afraid it'll happen again... and i know Trevor wouldnt... but idk its weird... i just get so jealous and uptight when he talks about any other girl... i dont like being like that one bit... and im really worried about the conversation i had with him tonight... he thinks i want to leave him... but thats the last thing that would EVER be on my mind... i'm just worried he wants to leave me even though he's told me a million times he wont.... idk im so paranoid... i just love him... what should i do? PLEASE COMMENT
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