Home bitter home.
I am no longer a part of my family. I feel like the red-headed stepsister.
I walk into the door Friday night, and one of the first things my dad says to me is, "Do you exercise?"
Thanks dad, nice to see you too.
The next morning, my mom says I look like white trash. Which upsets me but she justifies it by saying that she didn't call me white trash, she just said I LOOK like it. Okay Mom, you look like a fat ass cow. Oh, that doesn't mean you are one, it just means that when I look at you, I think of a fat ass cow.
Mall. I try on some clothes at AE, she says they hug my stomach and show off my fat. Thanks mom. Then she implies that I need to lose 10 pounds, and five minutes later implies that she doesn't think I can lose the weight.
Then I proceed to get pissed off because she's being a fucking bitch and I ignore her and as we are walking around Meier and Frank she says, Stop acting this way, don't ruin this weekend for me.
I told her Why not? You've already ruined it for me
Then she replies telling me it's MY fault I'm in this mood because I have the power to choose what mood I'm in and it's not her fault I'm in this mood. Well ya know what? She may be right but telling me I'm fat and white trash really doesn't help.
Then we're in the car, and I proceed to blow up at her, and tell her that saying I LOOK like white trash may be worded differently than saying I am white trash but it still has the same effect on my feelings. Then somehow she changes the subject and is like, Oh and don't go and tell Yezenia and Wylie what I said, because I'm sure you would blow it out of proportion.
I told her I did tell them and that I didn't exaggerate it to them because I texted them word for word what happened.
Then when we got home she called Wylie and tried to justify her actions.
A bunch of other shit happened, but I don't feel like going more into it, this is long enough. She kept trying to apologize, but I'm ignoring her still. Yeah I'm being immature, but she's just being a bitch and did a complete 180.
My parents are favoring my brother over me, which really isn't much of a change, but lately it just seems like I am not a part of this family anymore.
My mom was eavesdropping on my phone convo with Wylie last night, she comes downstairs and starts yelling at me and I'm yelling at her and she just says the same thing over and over, I didn't say that blah blah blah blah.
POWIETL:AKSJRKLJASLMNGVLKNV:LAS:"QIOAUIRQPWOIYRWQIOYWRPYIQPOWIURQOIUWE!!!!!!!
This is not my home anymore.
I don't know what is going to happen this summer. Yeah I'll be moving back here, but I'm definately not going to be around much in this house in Lake O. Either I'll be working (hopefully) and when I'm not working I'll be out with friends. And if I'm not with friends, then, I'll be spending my paycheck. And if I'm not doing that I'll be sleeping.
My mom is such a bitch.
Peace out,
--Sophia
I walk into the door Friday night, and one of the first things my dad says to me is, "Do you exercise?"
Thanks dad, nice to see you too.
The next morning, my mom says I look like white trash. Which upsets me but she justifies it by saying that she didn't call me white trash, she just said I LOOK like it. Okay Mom, you look like a fat ass cow. Oh, that doesn't mean you are one, it just means that when I look at you, I think of a fat ass cow.
Mall. I try on some clothes at AE, she says they hug my stomach and show off my fat. Thanks mom. Then she implies that I need to lose 10 pounds, and five minutes later implies that she doesn't think I can lose the weight.
Then I proceed to get pissed off because she's being a fucking bitch and I ignore her and as we are walking around Meier and Frank she says, Stop acting this way, don't ruin this weekend for me.
I told her Why not? You've already ruined it for me
Then she replies telling me it's MY fault I'm in this mood because I have the power to choose what mood I'm in and it's not her fault I'm in this mood. Well ya know what? She may be right but telling me I'm fat and white trash really doesn't help.
Then we're in the car, and I proceed to blow up at her, and tell her that saying I LOOK like white trash may be worded differently than saying I am white trash but it still has the same effect on my feelings. Then somehow she changes the subject and is like, Oh and don't go and tell Yezenia and Wylie what I said, because I'm sure you would blow it out of proportion.
I told her I did tell them and that I didn't exaggerate it to them because I texted them word for word what happened.
Then when we got home she called Wylie and tried to justify her actions.
A bunch of other shit happened, but I don't feel like going more into it, this is long enough. She kept trying to apologize, but I'm ignoring her still. Yeah I'm being immature, but she's just being a bitch and did a complete 180.
My parents are favoring my brother over me, which really isn't much of a change, but lately it just seems like I am not a part of this family anymore.
My mom was eavesdropping on my phone convo with Wylie last night, she comes downstairs and starts yelling at me and I'm yelling at her and she just says the same thing over and over, I didn't say that blah blah blah blah.
POWIETL:AKSJRKLJASLMNGVLKNV:LAS:"QIOAUIRQPWOIYRWQIOYWRPYIQPOWIURQOIUWE!!!!!!!
This is not my home anymore.
I don't know what is going to happen this summer. Yeah I'll be moving back here, but I'm definately not going to be around much in this house in Lake O. Either I'll be working (hopefully) and when I'm not working I'll be out with friends. And if I'm not with friends, then, I'll be spending my paycheck. And if I'm not doing that I'll be sleeping.
My mom is such a bitch.
Peace out,
--Sophia