I feel everything I love slipping away from me
I'm losing her... I feel it. It hurts my heart and cuts up my soul. She's giving up. Letting go. Pushing away. And there's nothing left for me to say or do. It's all in her hands now. My control is gone.
"I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a
word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
...
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light"
I am sitting here screaming. Shouting at the top of my lungs and nobody hears me. Or perhaps nobody cares to hear me. This all runs so deep. This isn't normal. We aren't normal. We can't let this slip away. Don't le it. Please don't.
The world is barren and cruel. It gives you a glimpse of something wonderful and then takes it away. Gives you hope to raise your spirits, only for the purpose of knocking them down a farther distance.
I can do this alone. I can. I can. I can. I've gone this many years alone... I can go this many more. But God I don't want to. I shouldn't have to. I'm always alone. I always end up alone. I'm doomed to wander the pitiless earth all by my lonesome self.
You cannot rely on anybody but yourself. I have nobody. All I have is me. Other people leave... the only thing in life that you can control is yourself. Therefore I am the only thing that will never give up on me or leave.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I don't know if i'll ever recover or if maybe i'm just blowing this all way out of proportion. Hopefully i'll find out soon enough. Hopefully it's not as far gone as I'm seeing right now. All I know is that if it is, i'll never be the same.
"There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...
...
When your education x-ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone"
"I won't give up if you don't give up" Perhaps that doesn't mean as much as it used to. I'm sorry if ya'll are confused but there's no way you could understand... so don't try. Nobody will ever understand me again.
"I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a
word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
...
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light"
I am sitting here screaming. Shouting at the top of my lungs and nobody hears me. Or perhaps nobody cares to hear me. This all runs so deep. This isn't normal. We aren't normal. We can't let this slip away. Don't le it. Please don't.
The world is barren and cruel. It gives you a glimpse of something wonderful and then takes it away. Gives you hope to raise your spirits, only for the purpose of knocking them down a farther distance.
I can do this alone. I can. I can. I can. I've gone this many years alone... I can go this many more. But God I don't want to. I shouldn't have to. I'm always alone. I always end up alone. I'm doomed to wander the pitiless earth all by my lonesome self.
You cannot rely on anybody but yourself. I have nobody. All I have is me. Other people leave... the only thing in life that you can control is yourself. Therefore I am the only thing that will never give up on me or leave.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I don't know if i'll ever recover or if maybe i'm just blowing this all way out of proportion. Hopefully i'll find out soon enough. Hopefully it's not as far gone as I'm seeing right now. All I know is that if it is, i'll never be the same.
"There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...
...
When your education x-ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone"
"I won't give up if you don't give up" Perhaps that doesn't mean as much as it used to. I'm sorry if ya'll are confused but there's no way you could understand... so don't try. Nobody will ever understand me again.