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I am trying very hard not to be depressed.
Everyone is leaving today for Spring Break. There is this overwhelming feeling of excitement and relief ... the day we have all anxiously awaited has arrived. Everyone has somewhere to go ... everyone but me.
This is the first Spring Break since I started college 5 years ago where I didn't have anywhere to go, or anything planned. Three of those years were spent in mission trips, and the other one was filled with work and house-sitting for Profe, which was an absolute blast ... excepting David Smith's inclusion. ::shudders:: But I've always had something to do. Now, I'm the one being left behind. And to top it all off, there are things I could do -- if I only had a functioning vehicle.
Do I sound whiney? I really don't mean to ... I just ... this sucks. There are so many things I would love to do ... and I can't do a single one. Sure, I'm excited that I have plenty of time to catch up on sleep, and study for my History of the Southwest midterm, but ... come on! It's Spring Break! My last one, at that! And here I'll be, stuck in the dorms with everyone gone and nothing to do ...
It's just kinda hard to stomach right now. But I'll get over it.
Everyone is leaving today for Spring Break. There is this overwhelming feeling of excitement and relief ... the day we have all anxiously awaited has arrived. Everyone has somewhere to go ... everyone but me.
This is the first Spring Break since I started college 5 years ago where I didn't have anywhere to go, or anything planned. Three of those years were spent in mission trips, and the other one was filled with work and house-sitting for Profe, which was an absolute blast ... excepting David Smith's inclusion. ::shudders:: But I've always had something to do. Now, I'm the one being left behind. And to top it all off, there are things I could do -- if I only had a functioning vehicle.
Do I sound whiney? I really don't mean to ... I just ... this sucks. There are so many things I would love to do ... and I can't do a single one. Sure, I'm excited that I have plenty of time to catch up on sleep, and study for my History of the Southwest midterm, but ... come on! It's Spring Break! My last one, at that! And here I'll be, stuck in the dorms with everyone gone and nothing to do ...
It's just kinda hard to stomach right now. But I'll get over it.