Back to the daily grind
SO, with the recent events in my life, I will have to say that things are going down relatively painless: SO FAR. I had missed 2 tests while I was out. I took one this morning and got an A on it. (Yesssss!) I thought that I was going to have to ask for an extension on studying for a test that was scheduled for this week only to find out that we are a little behind in the class and that the exam is a week from today. AWESOME! That will be enough time to meet with people and study and stuff so that I won't need the extension. I have a test in BCA (Business Computer Applications) today that I missed a few weeks ago. It's going to be easy, I think, but it's going to suck since I don't know his format and how things are going to go down with the exam...or even what to study for that matter. But this guy is pretty easy so I am not about to cry over this. I am hoping that it is going to go down without a fight. Oh wait...thats also what I'm saying about this teacher that didn't get back to me for 3 weeks. There is a girl that is in my one class that I recognized from the Legal Assisting class. I asked her if the guy would be cool about this situation that I'm in after I explained it to her and she showed me that he doesn't use his school email: it's an AOL account. She said that she thinks he might be cool about it. But I didnt ask her what I had missed already either. I told Jason this morning that since he has to come and get me tonight from this class that he should still keep close the phone at 6:30 because if I start getting shit from this guy, I'm just going to leave to save myself from the agony. Let's hope that this won't be the case. I will let you know about that later, once I experience it myself. I will also let this guy know...in a nice way...about the email forwarding that the UC email system offers...and how he should invest in that opportunity.
My cyst incisions and stuff are doing well. I'm sleeping better...even though other things have been plaguing my lack of sleep lately. At least it's not pain or paranoia. Those feelings are 2 of the most AWFUL feelings I have ever experienced. I would, however, wish those on worst enemies. I mean, they aren't physically harmful...but mentally, they F you up! (Sorry, but lately I have been thinking about things that I would wish on an enemy, if I had one. You know how that saying goes "I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!". Well, would WOULD I wish on my worst enemy? Just some food for thought...)
Moving on, I had some bad omens brought to my attention this morning. #1: My cross from my Chrysalis journey fell off of it's string this morning right after I put it on. The first time I was going to wear it out in public...and it breaks. Wonderful...and extremely depressing. #2: Coretta Scott King died at age 78. All of the great civil rights leaders are dying lately. It's giving me a feeling of utter dispair, to be quite honest. I mean, isnt that depressing? And it's also coming up on the anniversary of Lindsay and Lauren's dad dying February 5th. Dang, yo. What a reality is death?!?! It really knows how to kick my rump...and depress me to near-tears. I'm not as sad as I could be...because I know that there is something for me...and everyone else...after death, but it's hard to face the reality of leaving everything you have...that you've worked so hard to keep close...everyone you know and love and go somewhere else where it might be a while before you see them again. I mean, you'll see everyone that has gone before you...but it's not the exact same. I don't know. That's my death post: hardcore thoughts-true feelings-jesus loving. Yay! for Life as we know it!
Alright, I'm just rambling now. Just wanted something to do instead of studying for that BCA test. Too bad that I have reached the end of my procrastination rope. Watch out for more in the saga that is SONJA TRYING TO KEEP HERSELF IN COLLEGE FOR THE REST OF WINTER QUARTER BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE AWESOME GRADES TO RAISE HER GPA! Yessssss!
My cyst incisions and stuff are doing well. I'm sleeping better...even though other things have been plaguing my lack of sleep lately. At least it's not pain or paranoia. Those feelings are 2 of the most AWFUL feelings I have ever experienced. I would, however, wish those on worst enemies. I mean, they aren't physically harmful...but mentally, they F you up! (Sorry, but lately I have been thinking about things that I would wish on an enemy, if I had one. You know how that saying goes "I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!". Well, would WOULD I wish on my worst enemy? Just some food for thought...)
Moving on, I had some bad omens brought to my attention this morning. #1: My cross from my Chrysalis journey fell off of it's string this morning right after I put it on. The first time I was going to wear it out in public...and it breaks. Wonderful...and extremely depressing. #2: Coretta Scott King died at age 78. All of the great civil rights leaders are dying lately. It's giving me a feeling of utter dispair, to be quite honest. I mean, isnt that depressing? And it's also coming up on the anniversary of Lindsay and Lauren's dad dying February 5th. Dang, yo. What a reality is death?!?! It really knows how to kick my rump...and depress me to near-tears. I'm not as sad as I could be...because I know that there is something for me...and everyone else...after death, but it's hard to face the reality of leaving everything you have...that you've worked so hard to keep close...everyone you know and love and go somewhere else where it might be a while before you see them again. I mean, you'll see everyone that has gone before you...but it's not the exact same. I don't know. That's my death post: hardcore thoughts-true feelings-jesus loving. Yay! for Life as we know it!
Alright, I'm just rambling now. Just wanted something to do instead of studying for that BCA test. Too bad that I have reached the end of my procrastination rope. Watch out for more in the saga that is SONJA TRYING TO KEEP HERSELF IN COLLEGE FOR THE REST OF WINTER QUARTER BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE AWESOME GRADES TO RAISE HER GPA! Yessssss!