Jun 16, 2013 13:49
If only my asthma would go away...then I wouldn't feel so crappy. I've resorted to using up the last of my prednisone since my inhalers haven't made a dent for days. This sucks royally.
And now I'm freaking out about grad school...since I got into my second choice (Chapman in Orange CA), I have resolved to make the plunge and go. Now though I worry about whether this was the right choice, should I have held out on USC another semester...will this help me the way I want it to?
The reality I think is that I will make of it what I put into it. And that if I work hard enough...I can get something worthwhile out of the class. No effort=nothing gained from it.
The weather will take some getting used to, as will having to get a car. I'm hoping that once school's done and if I choose to stay in the LA area that I can move up towards Silver Lake and Echo Park where my sister lived and loved it.
I will miss the great friends I have here a LOT. And I know that distance tends to make me ignore friendships a bit...which I hope I can avoid. I also will miss my awesome apartment...badly. Wish I could just pick this place up and move it. Still...it's a lot of change....just not sure what kind it will be.