Tired.

[nshoe]

I'm tired of dealing with everything.

I'm tired of feeling the emptiness inside of me, but I've either forgotten how I used to fill it or those methods don't work anymore.

I'm tired of every time I turn around having something else go wrong. It seems like for everything that actually goes right - at least one more thing has to go wrong.

I'm tired of not being able to find anything that feels worth striving for, nothing to aim for, no goals that seem worth it. I'm tired of my goal being making it through the day or the week.

I'm tired of feeling pathetic when I'm alone, but feeling drained when I'm around other people.

I'm tired of not being able to get a good nights sleep, tired of waking up in the middle of the night.

I'm just tired.