Useless

Jun 02, 2003 11:25

This post will probably seem a lot like I'm rambling along, because every time I try to get my thoughts together, they seem to fragment apart again...

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miwasatoshi June 3 2003, 12:43:10 UTC
Don't worry about me. I'll be able to handle my own problems on my time, and knowing that you're there has been more than enough.

You are a great person, Nick, and I'm not sure that enough people have told you that. Granted, you may not feel like it now, but I would not associate with you if I didn't find you worthy of my respect, attention, and affection. (Yes, I WILL use that word. Deal. ^_^)

I had a hard time reading this ... I'm glad you wrote it, because it really does help us understand what's going on better. I'm awful at reading minds, after all, though I know you've been going through a great deal of emotional pain, for longer than most suspect. I don't voice my suspicions often enough, I guess ... I'm so unsure of my own perceptiveness and afraid that I'll fuck up and get things wrong. Or maybe I'm afraid I'm right. I don't know.

But this isn't about me.

There is only so much I can do beyond just being here for you, as I'm hardly a professional counselor of any sort ... but I am here, and I'll lend my support however I can.

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