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thanks everyone who left a comment on my last post..its so nice to know ive got a nice network of caring people who are behind me no matter what.
so per usual ive been contemplating on transfering out of sjc and going to ecsu..becoming a commuter, and changing majors. ive been so weighed down lately, and ive been litterally working so much that i have NO ONE here. its fuckin lonely. so after a lot of thinking since my move in date, i came to realize something monday morning..maybe it isnt the school, maybe its the fact that the nutriton program isnt the right fit for me. next semester i would have been in class every monday from litterall 9am-930pm with an hour for lunch and an hour for dinner. and it would've been a lab day, so 12 hours worth of labs...which means lots of labs..fuck that. then futhermore i would've had to take summer classes, plus 3 complex labs next year. its basically a pre-med track compressed in a little under 2 years. after ive bored youall to death with that i basically came to realize that i dont have the stress management skills nor the desire to pursue a career for this major and profession. so i changed majors.
child study and element. education
everyone i told this to laughed cause of my hatred for little children...but if you cant have them then why not teach them right? right.
so im acutally looking forward to next semester..who would've thought. i feel like a huge bag of bricks was lifted off my shoulders.
thanks to everyone for the support and taking the time to listen to me. you guys are amazing.
oooh. dont forget to vote today!
so per usual ive been contemplating on transfering out of sjc and going to ecsu..becoming a commuter, and changing majors. ive been so weighed down lately, and ive been litterally working so much that i have NO ONE here. its fuckin lonely. so after a lot of thinking since my move in date, i came to realize something monday morning..maybe it isnt the school, maybe its the fact that the nutriton program isnt the right fit for me. next semester i would have been in class every monday from litterall 9am-930pm with an hour for lunch and an hour for dinner. and it would've been a lab day, so 12 hours worth of labs...which means lots of labs..fuck that. then futhermore i would've had to take summer classes, plus 3 complex labs next year. its basically a pre-med track compressed in a little under 2 years. after ive bored youall to death with that i basically came to realize that i dont have the stress management skills nor the desire to pursue a career for this major and profession. so i changed majors.
child study and element. education
everyone i told this to laughed cause of my hatred for little children...but if you cant have them then why not teach them right? right.
so im acutally looking forward to next semester..who would've thought. i feel like a huge bag of bricks was lifted off my shoulders.
thanks to everyone for the support and taking the time to listen to me. you guys are amazing.
oooh. dont forget to vote today!