The list this month
+ My mom and I sang along to Across the universe at the same times, and love all the same moments. Clare thought we were nuts.
- I did a fuckton of yardwork for my unappreciative dad who just made me annoyed again.
+ I love yardwork
+ 5 year reunion.. wierd but being called Mike was AWESOME.
+ + Kim Icsman, Jan Graham, Mme McConnell, and Amy Nock all = <3
+ Clare goes to Italy with the AF, me back to Chicago, and Daniel to Pratt all in the next week and a half. Wow, my family does NOTHING gradually.
+ / - Daniel actually expressed giving half a shit about me and was upset that I was leaving before Clare had to go to Italy.
- I'm tired of wanting to date and balancing it with not being able to open up to friends or dates because I'm sure they're guaranteed to just lie to me for years about wanting to be in my life.
-I'm still negative towards it all, because I still can't grow away from it.
- I'd take getting hurt by her daily to knowing that I took the ashes and spit on them because i didn't know what else to do.
- I wish i could apologize someday.
+ My mood swings have almost completely halted, or become normal speed.
+ + Chicago. End of story
+ Rent is paid for all the time I'm here
+ Got an interview with the Bailiwick Theater in 24 hours!!!
+ / - Didn't get the job.
- Barely can afford to buy food, no luxury items.
+ / - No Alcohol
+ FtM friendly health services! (as opposed to just MtF)
- still no health insurance... since mid january
less than a week ago, I was panicing every moment. Good thing I've calmed down... and found a job. Going home for the weekend was good for me....for once in my life. UA was awesome.
now for the other list
Weddings to attend:
Alyssa Moll
Nikki Salak
Traci Osborne
Weddings to not attend (but its fine):
Kate Mock
next semester:
19 credits at B's
20 hours a week between the 2 jobs, at least
MUT Advisory committee
Big/Little / family events
USITT Meetings for conference planning / booth manning / event inclusion
ACTF paper project
Portfolio creation
Electrics Staff - training! MORE! WHEEEE
Car!!!
Man I like life right now
- I did a fuckton of yardwork for my unappreciative dad who just made me annoyed again.
+ I love yardwork
+ 5 year reunion.. wierd but being called Mike was AWESOME.
+ + Kim Icsman, Jan Graham, Mme McConnell, and Amy Nock all = <3
+ Clare goes to Italy with the AF, me back to Chicago, and Daniel to Pratt all in the next week and a half. Wow, my family does NOTHING gradually.
+ / - Daniel actually expressed giving half a shit about me and was upset that I was leaving before Clare had to go to Italy.
- I'm tired of wanting to date and balancing it with not being able to open up to friends or dates because I'm sure they're guaranteed to just lie to me for years about wanting to be in my life.
-I'm still negative towards it all, because I still can't grow away from it.
- I'd take getting hurt by her daily to knowing that I took the ashes and spit on them because i didn't know what else to do.
- I wish i could apologize someday.
+ My mood swings have almost completely halted, or become normal speed.
+ + Chicago. End of story
+ Rent is paid for all the time I'm here
+ Got an interview with the Bailiwick Theater in 24 hours!!!
+ / - Didn't get the job.
- Barely can afford to buy food, no luxury items.
+ / - No Alcohol
+ FtM friendly health services! (as opposed to just MtF)
- still no health insurance... since mid january
less than a week ago, I was panicing every moment. Good thing I've calmed down... and found a job. Going home for the weekend was good for me....for once in my life. UA was awesome.
now for the other list
Weddings to attend:
Alyssa Moll
Nikki Salak
Traci Osborne
Weddings to not attend (but its fine):
Kate Mock
next semester:
19 credits at B's
20 hours a week between the 2 jobs, at least
MUT Advisory committee
Big/Little / family events
USITT Meetings for conference planning / booth manning / event inclusion
ACTF paper project
Portfolio creation
Electrics Staff - training! MORE! WHEEEE
Car!!!
Man I like life right now