18 days
God I cant wait for John to get home! To be alble to look in his eyes and at that very same moment tell him i love him and lightly kiss his lips. To be able to fall asleep in his arms naked after a night of making love! I know it all sounds sappy but I miss thoes little things and u dont realize how much u will miss the little things until its not there anymore. Im luck though that he is coming home in a few days. John means so much to me he has shown me what it is like to be loved the correct way, and to have some one to love you just as much as you love them, I never had that before him and I thank god every night for bringing him into my life.