Revelations
My first week at work over! Woohoo! It wasnt too bad. Im pretty much on my own so I try and stay busy. I should be meeting with customers here soon. I hope so. I think have an advantage over the other people that I work with bc Im the only one affiliated directly with the Military. Most of the people are a lil off their rockers..they seem so weird to me.
I cant believe one week from today and I will be 24. I dont even want to celebrate it. I swear just yesterday I was having the time of my life with my best friend Missy driving all over the country taking road trips and being so free. Here in Hawaii I feel jailed. Even a drive to North Shore seems like a waste of time since its so far...and to think I used to drive 20 hours strait before. I miss the old days, but I know they will never be the same. I hardly talk to her anymore, its sad actually. She is back with her retarded ex and stuck up his ass so I really dont bother. We had plans for a final trip this summer but she gave me a stupid excuse why she couldnt so I havent talked to her since. I dont want it to be that my husband is my only best friend..that is so lame..Paige knows me better than Jayson at some points. I love her. Here in Hawaii I have more "friends" than I have in KY but very few "real" friends. Real as in people I actually share thoughts with...most of these girls I dont even bother with bc Im so selective and picky about friends. People I meet seem so fake..you know the type that is nice to everyone but you can see through their fake exterior and see how much of a bitch they really are... or how they lie complusivly.
I found a bunch of old pics on my old yahoo profile the other day. Its funny to think that during that time in my life I was a health nut. Hahahahhaha!! I was like 150 and RAN 2 miles a day..sure that might not be alot but for me my god it was amazing, I wish I wouldnt of ever stopped. Ephedra helped me so much...I hope the people who banned it burn in hell.
Look how short my hair was!!
I was 21 here...the girl next to me was this chick I hated..the reason her head is cut off I didnt want her in my picture!
Oh my Army days...I how I miss thee.
I so miss Ft. Campbell and Kickers and ALL the fun I had in the barracks LOL.
This was Clint room 169..hhah my friend boinked him and the dude upstairs. I was soooo tan!!
And this was December !!!
I cant believe one week from today and I will be 24. I dont even want to celebrate it. I swear just yesterday I was having the time of my life with my best friend Missy driving all over the country taking road trips and being so free. Here in Hawaii I feel jailed. Even a drive to North Shore seems like a waste of time since its so far...and to think I used to drive 20 hours strait before. I miss the old days, but I know they will never be the same. I hardly talk to her anymore, its sad actually. She is back with her retarded ex and stuck up his ass so I really dont bother. We had plans for a final trip this summer but she gave me a stupid excuse why she couldnt so I havent talked to her since. I dont want it to be that my husband is my only best friend..that is so lame..Paige knows me better than Jayson at some points. I love her. Here in Hawaii I have more "friends" than I have in KY but very few "real" friends. Real as in people I actually share thoughts with...most of these girls I dont even bother with bc Im so selective and picky about friends. People I meet seem so fake..you know the type that is nice to everyone but you can see through their fake exterior and see how much of a bitch they really are... or how they lie complusivly.
I found a bunch of old pics on my old yahoo profile the other day. Its funny to think that during that time in my life I was a health nut. Hahahahhaha!! I was like 150 and RAN 2 miles a day..sure that might not be alot but for me my god it was amazing, I wish I wouldnt of ever stopped. Ephedra helped me so much...I hope the people who banned it burn in hell.
Look how short my hair was!!
I was 21 here...the girl next to me was this chick I hated..the reason her head is cut off I didnt want her in my picture!
Oh my Army days...I how I miss thee.
I so miss Ft. Campbell and Kickers and ALL the fun I had in the barracks LOL.
This was Clint room 169..hhah my friend boinked him and the dude upstairs. I was soooo tan!!
And this was December !!!